Post by Ann on Jul 13, 2004 12:42:50 GMT -5
Unspoken words sometimes speak the loudest to me ,
In the halls and walls of my mind and soul I am absorbed .
Taking this demon on with opened arms instead of rage .
welcoming the light headed feelings of withdrawal as if drunk .
The anticipation of this day I feel was worst than the day itself.
So many obstacles I set before myself , I peel back each obstacle and crush it as if an empty pack of smokes.
every obstacle i overcome My willpower muscle grows stronger and my weakness shrinks , hopefully till discipation of that weakness takes place .
My juices of energy are coming in surges and urges that I would like to satisfy , I tell myself they will pass and they do. The whispers of temptation are the demon himself .
He is used to fights , this demon of temptation !
Will he find my method of handling him uncomfortable , odd ? I will welcome embrace and accept all the feelings he presents to me . This mindset alone will eventually make him leave and find a more comfortable subject to pray upon .
foggy , smoky , thoughts of fanning through this smoke to look that demon of temptation in the face , going faster to catch a glimps before he runs away ! I can see him , Oh my God ! I am amazed ! I have discovered a piece of paper rolled and filled with leaves and sticks and junk to make me sick , and make me smell ! Its such a small object , tiny in comparison to the amount of power I gave this thing. Wait a thing has no power ? Oh I get it , the thing alone has no power . So where does the power of temptation come from ? How sad a discovery , The power that thing has is from me ! Well if I gave an object power than I must take it away . The only demon here is the demon of temptation that lives within myself . Since I gave him the power , I can take it back ! For the power all along was mine , to use as I wish. My choice !
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In the halls and walls of my mind and soul I am absorbed .
Taking this demon on with opened arms instead of rage .
welcoming the light headed feelings of withdrawal as if drunk .
The anticipation of this day I feel was worst than the day itself.
So many obstacles I set before myself , I peel back each obstacle and crush it as if an empty pack of smokes.
every obstacle i overcome My willpower muscle grows stronger and my weakness shrinks , hopefully till discipation of that weakness takes place .
My juices of energy are coming in surges and urges that I would like to satisfy , I tell myself they will pass and they do. The whispers of temptation are the demon himself .
He is used to fights , this demon of temptation !
Will he find my method of handling him uncomfortable , odd ? I will welcome embrace and accept all the feelings he presents to me . This mindset alone will eventually make him leave and find a more comfortable subject to pray upon .
foggy , smoky , thoughts of fanning through this smoke to look that demon of temptation in the face , going faster to catch a glimps before he runs away ! I can see him , Oh my God ! I am amazed ! I have discovered a piece of paper rolled and filled with leaves and sticks and junk to make me sick , and make me smell ! Its such a small object , tiny in comparison to the amount of power I gave this thing. Wait a thing has no power ? Oh I get it , the thing alone has no power . So where does the power of temptation come from ? How sad a discovery , The power that thing has is from me ! Well if I gave an object power than I must take it away . The only demon here is the demon of temptation that lives within myself . Since I gave him the power , I can take it back ! For the power all along was mine , to use as I wish. My choice !
found on Quitnet