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Post by judyb on Jul 17, 2004 7:50:47 GMT -5
Seeing thru the disguise is what I thought about today as I walked outside work past my ole smoking buddies, and thought for that moment that one might be good.
The ole nicobeast has many a disguise.
He hides behind that person who looks like they are enjoying that cigarett.
He hides behind that "thought" of how good it might taste.
He hides behind that "thought" of how it will help me relax.
He hides behind the "thought" of "One won't hurt."
Today I WILL recogize the NICOBEAST behind all those disguises, and for what he really is.
A BEAST THAT WANTS ME BACK.
A DRUG THAT WILL CONTROL MY EVERY MOVE.
A drug that will make me go outside in the FREEZING WINTER to get a fix.
A drug that will make me leave the movie theater half way through.. TO GET THAT FIX!.
A drug that will have me breathing bad, and coughing every day.
A drug that will make me give MY LAST 3 dollars to, INSTEAD of eating lunch.
Yes, if I only had "3 dollars" at work and was out of cigaretts and had to choose between eating lunch, or buying a pack of sickaretts,,, THE BEAST WOULD GET MY MONEY!!
just4u - robyn - 11/16/2000
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